Durians.

I hate first day of period.
I hate the cramps.
I havent eaten anything today.
Oh,I did!
I had durians!
Ohhh.Durians are goooood.
Qarl had alot too.
Stayed at home all day.
Was not able to do anything
because of the stupid cramps.
I hope it'll get better by tomorrow
morning.

Yoke came by.
She has a crush on Eng Hou too.
Damn it!
lol.

I have to go.
Hav to study.
Nitey.

Anew.

Dear Blog,
Orientation Dinner sucked.
Shouldnt hav gone to that stupid dinner.
I looked stupid and felt stupid.
It was more of a club dinner thing.
It was not even dinner for gods sake!
They played the worst kind of music.
Hippidy Hoppedy and R&B.
No good music.
I was suffering mentally there.

I am suffering in college too.
I thought college would be awesome and
life changing.
But it's not.
It's just like high school except
better looking lecturers and
no uniforms.

People in college are shallow!
I'm thinking about seeing Ms.Sharon.
She's a counseller in college.

Vijay,my once-upon-a-time exec did palmistry
before and said that my life will always be
the same.
No ups and no downs.
Im starting to believe him.
It has no ups.
Just constant downs.
I should be grateful with what I have,
but Im not.
I should be happy,
but Im not.
Im in college,
and i'll do what Im supposed to
do.
I'll work hard.
To start anew.

Im still struggling.
I have to get over Joshua.
I am not even close.
If only I dont have that stupid policy.
If only I dont believe that stupid policy.
But sadly so.

Im going to bed now.
Going to listen to some kick-ass music.

OOOHH.. Brandon Boyd and Incubus was on tv today.
He was MIGHTY FINE!
He's so hot,I'm burning!!

a day in my silly life.

I said my final goodbye to Josh today.
Goodbye Joshua.

Its not going to be easy.
But I will try.
It has been 5 blardy months ok?

Class was ok.
Our business of hospitality and tourism lecturer is
damn leng chai(hot)!
I was mesmerized!lol!

Eng Hou was damn hot in his waiter uniform.*ARR*
I looked short in my chef uniform.
Calvin was my kitchen partner so we had to
cook together.
It was quite funny la.
I knows more stuff than I do!
Malu je.
Our Vege soup was ok but the idea of the soup
made from vege,made me want to barf man.
I dislike veges.
James and Ice helped me.Thanks.

In the locker room,Zara took a pic of Baby who was
only wearing a towel!
She just got out of the shower.
She was screaming like nobodys business.
But it was all fun.
We took silly pictures in the locker.
Pictures of us wearing dumb chef's and waiter's
uniform.
I think Akila sgt la funny.
She can make me laugh with her just
laughing.Its contagious.

Ice was really good in cooking.
I dont really fancy cooking.
I prefer baking.
Oh well.

I wrote a poem today.
I left it in my locker in college.
It came out of nowhere.
Well,to be honest it came from
my frustrations.

Bleargh.Ive had enough!

Food= SIN.

Starvation= GOOD.

BEAT IT!

Damn tiring la today.
We had our culinary lectures in
the kitchen.
We,girls were wearing heels and
we had to stand for 4 hours.
Not straight 4 hours coz there was breaks in
between.
But still tiring.
My toes hurt.

Calvin is my kitchen partner.
We're going to cook together-gether.
Funny la that Calvin guy.

I have eye-candy every where in Taylor's.
Trust me.
I dont want them.
I just want to look at them
for good looking guys are just
nice to look at.
But Eng Hou on the other hand,
is a different story.
lol.
He's a daym hottie and my classmate.
And he's a year younger.*BUMMER*
But DAYM HOT! lol.

Im like so high babe,
I think I gotta go before
I start to talk crap and
reveal my deepest secrets.
Bleargghh.
Beat it!

Cursed.

I had my Typhoid whatever injection today.
Hurts a bit but I had to control coz
Eng Hou was there.Ahaks.
Such a hottie.

You can say that college life is fun.
Im enjoying it.

My dad wants me to drive coz he cant stand the traffic.I am not complaining coz I want to drive.
I had to wait for my dad for 1 hour and 15 mins today which I think sucked coz I despise waiting.
Oh well,Im driving on monday and Hil,you hafta go with me!

I think Im a total stranger to Ain now.
But I am not a stranger to Meera.
My Spongelina,where should I start?
She's still a kid and she's going thru a lot of
medical treatments.
Poor kid.
My Qarl is a total sweetie.A pain sometimes but sweet all the same.

I am still not over Joshua.
I am cursed.
After what I did,I think I deserve this.
Oh well.

I'm seeing Choon tomorrow.

Oh well,lets see how that goes.

;p

I had my IT class today and my lecturer was ok.
He is as clueless as we all are.
He was a lecturer in UM.
Today was his first day in Taylor's.

Zara and I wore the same top today.
Funny bangat!
Charlene Michelle said that Zara and I
were meant to be frens.
Considering we've bumped into each other before
and how easy we clicked.
I've known her for 2 days and it's like mcm dah
lame kenal.
I have to say that my other classmates mcm
suke sgt kat Zara.
She's like tall and pwetty and shit.
She's half scottish.
She's cool.
Charlene's cool too.
James also.
Eng Hou also.He's a daym hottie.GRR..
Too bad he's younger.:(

Hilly has been a real doll.
Jangan kembang.
She knows my situation and she's being a fren
by helping me with transportation.
I want my carrrr baccckkk.
I havent driven in days.
Feels weird taking rides from people.

Think I'll be seeing Choon on Sat.
Hopefully.

I think Hilly's frens agak besh.
Kaling's cool.
Liyana's cute and love the hair.
I dont know the rest but they look like
a nice bunch of people.

Oh,I miss fugde!!
Fudge,where art thou??

Fuck,where's my tarot deck huh?
gtg.ta~~

NEW CHAPTER

College was ok.
Still clueless but was ok.
Lecturers was ok.
Hilly's frens were great.
My dad suck.
Because of him,
I dont want to have a husband.
Because of him,
I feel like a blardy burden to my mom.
I owe my mom.
But its like she's not happy with me
going to college.
It's more like pity.
Donno la.
Just my instinct.
She seems excited for my little sister.
Calls her 10 times a day.
But didnt even ask me about my day.
Just instinct.
Oh well.
Just like what Hil said,
PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE.
Oh speaking of patience,
I miss Patience!
I miss talking to Patience and Alice!
'I not confirn yet' was Alice's trademark.
Her broken english that is.lol.
God,I miss my life in MPH.

New chapter.New beginning.

Im starting college tomorrow.
Excited,I am.

My dad has offended me in ways that I could not say.
Tonight,again,he offended me.
He said stuff he shouldnt.
If he loved me at all,
he wouldnt have said what he said.
Shouldnt have yelled to me as if I'm 5.
The car that he once said was mine,
is now his.
The keychain with the letter 'D'
that was once put together with my
car keys,is now gone.
Im not exaggerating.

Josh replied my mail.
I'm happy for him.
I really-really do.
I miss him
I really-really do.

Im starting college.
Whee.

Past and Today.

Today,
I realize that Mph is my past.
The place that I've been working for
a year plus is my past.
It so hard to me to swallow that
what I did last week or last year in Mph,
I could no longer do it.
Doesnt matter now.
Im starting college.
I'll have a fresh start.

Saw Initial D today.
Jay Chou's so hot.
Edison Chen too.
The movie itself was good.
Spent alot of quality time with my nieces,
Ain and Lina.
Quality time with Lina would be
quarreling and screaming at each other.
We irritate each other.
Quality time with Ain on the other hand
would be,
chasing her around the house.
She's a year and a half.
That explains.
Oh,she enjoys listening to Incubus
and watching Friends with me.
And she's one weird kid who enjoys wearing
her auntie's mega huge sunglasses.
She's such a sweetie.

Was forced to eat by mom.
I didnt want to eat.
Had to.
So decided to buy McDonalds.
But my burger is in the fridge.
Dont feel like eating.
My mom made a big deal about me
not wanting to eat.

A compilation.

PRAYER

I wish I may,
I wish I might,
Have my life
Taken tonight,
Quick and painless,
So I'm baneless,
Giving me peace,
From this disease.

I want and end,
I cant pretend,
I enjoy living,
or even being.
To much fright,
To much fight.
I cant shout,
I'm fading out.

I wish I may,
I wish I might,
Have my life,
Taken tonight.
So I can relax,
By the axe,
Beheading me,
Freeing me.

HEAVEN AND HELL

Outside looking in,
Standing in the rain,
Watching you live life,
Glimpsing heaven,
Living in hell,
No room for me,
In your life,
Too many games,
Too many jobs,
Too little time,
For you and me,
As I watch you,
Sleeping peacefully,
Through your window,
I pray to heaven,
And curse this hell,
I'm forced to live in,
Living life apart,
Away from you,
Fighting for every minute
I get with you,
I stand in this rain,
crying and praying,
for things to get better,
I'm tired of being on the outside,
looking into you,
working so hard,
gaining nothing,
our accomplistments,
ruined by childish
immature head games.

RING

Ring Ring
Answer the phone.
Ring Ring
I know you're home.
Ring Ring
Answer the phone.
Ring Ring
I know you're home.

if you hate me,tell me
if you care,show me
stop avoiding me
ignoring me
torturing me
teasing me
proving to me
there's no room for me.

a word of the wise
i know im being replaced
you've no more time to waste on me
especially when i need it in haste.

your actions say how much you hate me
cant tolerate me
love to mistreat me
hurt me
abuse me
neglect me.

i still show loyalty
but you only accept penny's.

stop pushing me to the side
killing me inside
killing me in stride.

*Thank you Josh.You've inspired me.

Content.

Yesterday was my last day of work.
Sad.
Wont be seeing Arthur anymore.
Going to watch Initial D soon.
Oh Jay Chou.
Am so digging cute guys yet,
at the same time,
I hate them.
So much.
I just like looking at them.
Can you really trust them?
Will they stay loyal to you?
I dont know.
Of course,I like seeing couples.
And when I see them,
I wonder.
But I dont think so.
The idea does not appeal to me.
At least not anymore.
Right now,Im content with what I have.
And with what I dont.

Once upon a time.....

1) Single or Taken: Currently, single. And the more I hear people complain about their relationship problems, the happier I am being single.
2) Birthday: December 23rd,1986.
3) Siblings: 4 sisters,1 brother.
5) Shoe : Size 5 in women's. However, I can still wear kids' size shoes...
6) Height: 5'5 or less.
7) Who is/are your best/closest friend(s) : Hilyah.

---------------Fashion Stuff---------------
1) Where is your favorite place to shop? :I dont shop.At least not much but I do like Sommerset Bay and Women's Secret (so shoot me - I like pretty bras and such... typical girliness showing through!)
2) Do you have any tattoos or piercings?: I have my ears pierced.

----------------Random-----------------------
1) Have you ever smoked?: Smoked what? A cigarette? Pot? A tea bag (yes, I do know someone who has smoked a tea bag, don't ask me what they were thinking)? I don't waste my time on this sort of crap, and I have better things to spend money and time on.
2) What kind of shampoo do you use? : Whatever one I decide to buy.
3) What are you most scared of?: Clowns,needles,dentist.
4) What are you listening to right now?: Mama- Il Divo.
5) What vehicles do you wish to have? : Oh, you had to ask, didn't you? Im fine with what I have now.
6) how many people are on your buddy list now?: 109. I just deleted one bozo. I can't promise that more won't follow in the path of that bozo.
7) If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?: I don't really know... even changing the tiniest thing could drastically change everything else....

-------Favorites---------------
1) Color: Although I appreciate the whole color spectrum, my favorite colors lie in the darker shades.
2) Place to eat: At home. I don't have to worry about stupid people staring at me, I can take as bloody long as I please to eat my food, I don't have to ask for a doggy bag, I don't have to worry about possibly being seated next to a table of annoying morons... the list could go on.
3) Names for boys: Oh, don't ask me to think about this.
4) Names for girls: Same here.
5) Subjects in school: I liked my history and literature.
6) Sport to watch: Gymnastics and football.

---------------Have You Ever---------------
1) Given anyone a bath?: Yes.
2) Broken the law?: Speeding tickets... that's about it.
3) Made your-self throw-up? : Countless times.
4) Made your-self cry to get out of trouble?: Yes.
5) Been so drunk you blacked out? : I don't drink to begin with.... those who do stuff like this - getting so drunk they black out - are extremely weak-minded.
6) Missed school because it rained?: Not that I can recall.
7) Put a body part on fire for amusement?: Can I say that this would be pure stupidity?
8) Been hurt emotionally?: Oh, many times over.
9) Kept a secret from everyone? : There's a few skeletons in the closet...
10) Had an imaginary friend? : Who said they ever left?
11) Cried during a movie? : Only if it happens to be during that horrid time of month... but I cry over odd things in movies then...
12) Had a crush on a teacher?:UGH.
13) Cut your own hair? : Not anymore.
14) Been sarcastic? : Oh come on now, like who hasn't at least once in their life??
15) Slept with someone when they were seeing someone else?: Well, I haven't slept with anyone, and I certainly as hell wouldn't if they were with someone else. Besides, I don't care what the hell you guys say - you all say you want someone unique and different .... yet you go and date the bitches who are all carbon-copies of each other and who don't know what to wear without looking at a magazine to tell them what to wear.
Guys don't want a freak like me....
17) Regretted doing something? : Been there.
18) Had a tattoo? : Nope.
19) Slept with a relative?: Don't lie, I know you mean in the sexual sense --- and that's just fucking disgusting.
20) Did you have to think about that question? : It makes me think that you sleep with your relatives and that you feel you have to ask if others do so you can figure out for yourself that you're fucking messed up in the head.

---------------Friends & Life---------------
1) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Refer back to the first question you asked, moron.
2) Like anyone?: Oh yes.Normal crushes.
3) Who have you known longest?
4) Who is the loudest? : Hilly!
5) Who s the shyest? : I am the shyest person I know, I do believe.
6) Who s the weirdest?: *shrugs*
7) Who do you go to for advice?: *leans back in chair, stares at ceiling.
8) Who do you cry with? : *yawns*
9) What is the best feeling in the world?: As much as I hate to say this,being in love.
12) Do you believe in soul mates? : *blank stare*
13) Who has seen you cry? : Mom.
14) When have you cried the most? : 28th march 2005 until now.

---------------Right Now---------------
1) Wearing: Black Ruby Gloom's singlet and black boxers.
2) Drinking: nothing.
3) Thinking about: Jay Chou.
4) Talking to: My imaginary friend.
5) Watching: *examines nails*

---------------In The Last 24 Hours---------------
1) Cried: Nope.
2) Met someone new: When working at a store like MPH, you will meet someone new every single day you work. Now whether you ever see them again is another story.
3) Cleaned your room: I started organizing it.... last week..... kind of gave up though.
4) Drove a car: Of course.

---------------Do You Believe In---------------
1) Santa Claus: No.
2) Yourself: Try to as best I can. It's hard to when people continuously put you down.
3) Tooth Fairy: No.
4) Ghosts: And who says they can't exist?
5) Spirits: Yes.
6) Angels: I don't see why they can't exist.
7) Karma: It's there, most people just don't see it.

Final Questions---------------
1) Gold or Silver: Silver and gold... silver and gold...
2) What is the last film you saw: Has been awhile.
3) Favorite cartoon character(s): Shaggy and Scooby,Morticia and Wednesday Addams.
4) What do you have for breakfast in the morning? : Whatever I can find if I have time to eat breakfast.

Self-ish.

I didnt see Arthur today.
Oh well.
Think I have another crush on
another guy.
Wah.So many crushes ha Delaila nowadays.
What can I say,Im just a girl with normal hormones.
Today,my fren Lina,made me laugh the whole day.
Laughed so hard that I had tears in my eyes.
As you know,I work in bookstore.
And the books are divided into seperate departments.
Cooking book would be under cookery.
Black & Decker books would be under Home Improvement.
Finance would be under finance.
Da Vinci Code would be under General Fiction.
You get the picture.
And there was this customer.
He was looking for a book called
'Power of Positive Thinking' or something.
A self help book would be under self help.
So Lina directed the guy to self help.
But instead of saying self help,
she said 'self-ish'.
She didnt even realize what she said.
Waakakkakaka.
Like I said,I laughed so hard I had tears in my eyes.
Cant believe Im going to say this,
I kinda miss my sister.
Our house seems so empty and quiet.
Hope she's doing ok.
She'll survive it.
Gonna have to struggle a bit tho.
I bought the pills.
I ate it this evening.
And it has not given me any affects yet.
Soon I hope.
Afterall that has happened to me today,
I still miss Josh.
Why is it so hard to forget him?
What is it about him that's driving me insane?
Urghh.
* 3 more working days for me.That would mean another 5 days!*

Dear diary.

Whats the story morning glory?
Actually,nothing.
I have a humangus crush on Jay Chou.
I want to marry him and have his kids.
Like thats going to happen.
Anyhow,
Our computer technician came.
His name is Arthur something something.
Weird name.
Suits him.
I think I have a crush on him too.
Shh..dont tell anyone.
He's not exactly goodlooking.
Not the kind you'd wanna look twice when
you bump into him.
But there's something about him.
Donno la.
I think Im out of his league now.
Once upon a time,
in MPH's office,
I thought I was alone,
So decided to have a drink
and I burbed out loud,
Guess who was there?
ARTHUR.
He was laughing at me like nobodys business.
And everytime he sees me,he'd remind of that
stupid incident.
Im out of his league alrite.
Today,Siti and Alice gave me pressies.
I havent even left MPH.
Oh well.
Siti bought me a romance book.
Just the thing I need.
More crap romance.
Nonetheless,I heart you Siti.
Alice on the other hand got me a mug.
And inside that mug is an instant milo with a note
that says,
' Minum Milo anda jadi sihat dan kuat.'
Wakakaka.
Alice is still Alice.
Im going to miss her.
Choon has been a pain in my arse.
Such a big pain that Ive decided to just ignore him.
He only talks to me when he wants me to do him
a favor.
A 'how are you' once in a while would be great ya know?
Shaun too has been a bigger pain.
Asking to do stuff that I shouldnt do.
Grr.Leave me alone la.
Im leading a better life now.
Getting over Joshua coz he's obviously moved on.
And I was the pathetic girl who cries everynight up until today.
Sad ey?
I so dig guys.
I love having crushes on guys.
Just crushes.
Not relationship.
Jericho Rosales is coming to Malaysia.
Along with Kristine Hermosa.
Josh said he's gay.
Maybe he should take one good look at me
maybe he'll turn straight.
Waakakakaka.
En.Saiful came today.
He said I'm weird.
He said I dressed weird.
He said Im freaky.
Wakaka.
Im freaky in a witty way.
bleargh.
Bumped into my high school seniors.
They've never spoken to me in high school.
And now,they talked to me as if they've known me forever.
That guy said that I lost so much weight.I looked good.
I looked hot.
Bla bla.
I dont even know his blardy name.
Dont want to anyway.
My sister left.
She's in UITM.
Think she'll have a blast.
She'll lead a life I will never have.
I am not envious.
The idea of leaving home and study and only get to come home every 2 months or so do not appeal to me.
I hate dad and hate my situation at home.
But I love my home.
Im not leaving this house,no matter what.
My home,I stay,ok?

Up yours.

Have you ever experieced rage?
Have you ever been so amazingly angry that you started to wish that person to just drop dead?
I did today.
I wish my dad would just die and leave me in peace.
I wonder what I did to actually deserve this.
But yeah,just drop dead dad.
Im 18 not 10.


Ok,let me tell you the story.
I went out today wit Biella,Yuz and Mint.Left at 11.
We hanged and shit.
I was not planning to get home late or anything.
Not that I am into night outing,
but my dad just had to ask my sister to call me,
and asked to come home.
It was 5 pm.
5 fucking pm.
Im not a kid.
I was upset that I just didnt know what to say.
I cursed all the way thru the drive.
I hate him.
He's being paranoid.
Just coz he lies all the time,
and he thinks I'd do the same thing.
I have news,dad,
Im not you.
And I didnt like one fucking bit what he said to me
when I got home.
And now he's suffering a back pain.
Serves you right.
Drop dead dad.
You are making my life along with my moms,
a total nightmare.

I dont give a shit about Josh anymore.
Actually,thats a lie.
He's the only person that would cheer me up now.
But he's not available nowadays.
He's busy with his life.
Maybe I just miss him.
Thats ok right??

Oh,I hate you dad.
Ive always hated you.
You were never there when I needed you.
You dont even know me.
You never cared.
And I think it's a little too late to play dad now,
dont you think?
You've said so too many hurtful things to me,
but its ok,
I forgive you,
I dont forget tho.

I hate you for hurting mom,
The most precious person to me,
I hate you for everything that
has been said,
has been done,
Its a shame that the blood thats running in
my vein are yours,dad.

Readers,you may think this is a bit too harsh.
Doesnt matter.
You dont know my dad.
Never will.
He's the reason why I dont want to get married.
Afraid that I'll end up with a person with his
qualities.
I am here now to study and give my mom the life
she never had,
the life that she deserves,
I promise mom.
We dont need a guy in our life right mom?
We'd do fine.

I did this,once upon a time.

Body: What the hell are you?
Body: there's no real meaning to all these.. like some.. but yeah whatever.. you can get the jest of it all...

--goth--
1. Do you wear black eyeliner?: Oh yes I do.I tend to freak people out when I do.
2. How much black clothing do you own?: quite a lot, do you want me to go count how many black items of clothing i have??
3. Do you think about death often?: I try not to think about it.
4. Do you want to die?: what kind of a stupid question is that? I know I'll die someday, but I don't want to.
5. Are you a social outcast?: probably, but if you knew what kind of people are around here you wouldn't want to be social with them either.
6. Are you pale? At this very point,yes.Very in fact.
7. Do you cut?: Im beyond that.Come on.
8. Do you like Hot Topic?: What the hell is Hot Topic?


--Skater Punk--
1. Can you skateboard?: no, I can't.
2. How often do you go into Vans?: Well, I've never been in there to begin with.
3. What's your sneaker brand?: i don't have a brand. but i wear converse.
4. Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: i can do stupid stuff all on my own, thank you very much. i don't need friends around in order to do stupid stuff.and to answer your question,yes i do stupid stuff with my frens.
5. Are the long skater cuts hot?: i don't like skaters to begin with. all the ones here are assholes towards me.....
6. How much do you get in trouble?: I dont.At least not anymore.
7. Do you listen to the bands who are considered "posers"? I will listen to what I bloody well please - I don't care if they're considered "posers" or not. The music I listen to is chosen to suit my mood - and there is not any style of music in existence that can satisfy all of my moods.


--Prep--
1. How often do you say the word "like"?: when it is correct to use it.
2. Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: I'd only go in there to scare the salespeople. however, I've never been in any of the stores.
3. Are the A&F models hot?: in my opinion, no. you might have to look like Jay Chou or Boyd before I'd think you're hot.
4. How many purses (bags) do you own?: I have 2 handbags and a Nightmare Before Christmas bag.
5. Is lip gloss a must?: No,its not.I dont like wearing one.
6. How often do you wear makeup?: Whenever I please.
7. Ever had a manicure?: no, just not interested.
8. Rock music is bad, right?: rock music is good!
9. Do you own high heels?: Matter of fact,I do.Something tells me that I'll be wearing that soon.
10. Have you ever said "Oh my gosh"?: actually, I don't recall ever having said that.


--Hippie--
1. Is your hair long?: yes, it is. and that does not make me a hippie.
2. Are you a vegetarian?: Oh no.
3. Do you own a tye dye shirt?: I don't think I do.
4. Do you want peace?: if by this, you mean that people should get along, then sure.
5. Do you want to save the animals?: well, I don't think they should be tortured and tested on by makeup companies. and I don't like animal abuse either.
6. What do you think about the war?: it'd be nice if it weren't going on.
7. Have you ever made a peace sign with your two fingers? a few times... yeh.

--Gangsta--
1. Are you from the ghetto?: nope.
2. Do you own "bling bling"?: nope.
3. What do you think about do-rags?: truthfully, I have no opinion.
4. How about hip-hop?: I don't like it.
5. Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: I don't really care.
6. What do you think about Afros?: no opinion, I don't really care.
7. Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: nope.
8. How about 'oh, snap son'?: hell, I've never even heard the phrase to begin with (before seeing it here, that is)


--Frat--
1. Is life a party?: if it is, then mine must be a funeral party.
2. How often do you get drunk?: never. I don't drink to begin with.
3. Do you care about your grades?: Not really.
4. Do you need an attitude adjustment? I have no clue.


--Emo--
1. How often do you cry?: Almost everyday.Yes,Im that emo.
2. Do you have an ex?: yeh...
3. Do you have an acoustic guitar?: Yes,I do.
4. Are you emotional?: I've been called cold, cold-hearted, heartless, ice queen... I'm sure you get the picture.I have my moments.
5. Do you like soft music?: what do you mean by 'soft music'?
6. Do people understand you?: I've never asked anyone if they do.
7. Do you write your own songs?: I write poems, occasionally.


--Jock--
1. Do you play any sports?: Yes.
2. What do people think of you?: not something I really care about - though I've heard that some think I'm intimidating, scary, and mean.
3. Do you pick on the geeky kids?: no, but I do insult the preppies/jocks that come to the store to prove how idiotic they are.
4. What do you think about football?: They're ok.
5. Are you considered a bully by anyone?: oh, come on.... I'm a girl, 5'5 tall, and small built --- and you think I can be a bully???


--Geek--
1. Do you wear glasses?: I do now.
2. Do you get good grades?: when I was in school.
3. Are you smart?: I sure hope so.
4. Do you use an inhaler?: nope - but you're telling me that using one would automatically make someone a geek??
5. Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pocket? I'd rather stick them in all your major organs, in alphabetical order.
6. Does your mom buy your clothes?: well, she PAID for them (before I had a job) but I'm the one who picked them out.
7. Do you get picked on?: No.People just dont care about me.And frankly speaking,I dont care either.