Square one again.

Honestly & seriously, I don't know what has got into me. I didn't know life could be so complicated. I never knew I could be so weak.

Emotional roller-coaster. Yep. Definitely emotional roller-coaster. All the feelings that I've kept hidden all these years, came back without permission. And its driving me mental.

Tried crying it out, but to no avail. Simply because I'm a snowflake. Cold.

I was with someone for 31/2 years. It ended. In good terms.

Then I met someone new soon after. It's good when things are good. And horrible when things gets fugly.

Then I found myself being alone again. Then back together again.

Again, alone. Again, together.

I'm confused.

You drive me crazy. But I still love you.

Love vs stupidity?

Ive been finding the courage to reactivate my blog. I know it sounds stupid but Ive been wanting to for so long that I ended up logging out instead. I dont know why. I know Ive said this time & time again but I just feel like I have nothing else to say anymore.