LOST HALF

My heart is sad,
it's crying,
bloody tears of heart.

My heart misses you,
it needs you to care of,
it needs you to love to,
without you it dies,
without you it has no reason.

Like I was part of your soul,
you were lost piece of my soul,
you were lost half of my heart,
you are my lost love.

Without you what hope do I have?


LOVE MEANT NOTHING

Have you seen reflections, emotions in the others eyes?
Have you stared love in the face, seen it in the eyes?

Have you seen love die in those same eyes?
Seen all that hope, how it is gone, how it just dies?

Have you felt what it feels when love dies? To be left alone?
Have you felt when world falls around you? How you are there alone?

Is there life after that? Is there anything after that pain,
anything after you seen that? After your life has gone in the drain...

I see nothing, all is just gone, drown in my pain, gone for vain...
I have no reason to live, I have felt my soul to die, my soul to be slain...

My life is so useless, worthless, meant nothing to the other, like a love,
it was just there to die and be gone, my love meant nothing, just gone...

THANK YOU

In my life I have lost some things, twice.

I had forgotten how to smile,
how to see bit further, beyond this misery.

I had forgotten how to be happy,
how to trust anyone, give them power over me.

I had forgotten how to be me,
buried everything deep inside, hidden from others.


You taught me how to smile again,
to laugh without reason, to cry from the joy.

You taught me way to be myself,
made me reveal what I am, to give someone power over me.

You taught me how to be happy,
to feel that warmth inside, to believe someone cares.


Thank you for revealing my error again,
showing that path of tears lie in sorrow, not in joy.

Thank you for taking it all away,
making me to hide myself again, to trust no one.

Thank you for telling I am nothing,
pointing my place, to be outcast by my own choice.