Change

i started this blog i think 3 -4 years ago.
I was sorta obsessed in updating this little baby of mine.
Now, that I am too busy to even spend some quality time with my family,
I started to neglect this little baby.
But, to delete?
Impossible.

In this little baby of mine,
are 4 years worth of memories.
Memories that brought me to where I am now.

I may not be updating it too often now,
but whenever I feel the need to remind myself of who I am then,
I'll spend some time and reminisce.
Here.
In this blog.

I dont care if people say its stupid to blog.
I dont.
I dont even expect people to read.
Im writing down my thoughts.
And what you think,
does not matter.
At least not here.

I started this little baby of mine when I was in MPH.
Working and desperately wanted to study.
I was with Joshua who later on I found out was a fake.
Online dating.
I thought he was the love of my life.
Thank god that chapter is over.
I read back,
I realize how naive and stupid I was.

I was such an angry person then.
Who wrote poetries and so suicidal.
Where is that person now?!

This entry is obviously rubbish.
But I havent written in so long.
I just dont feel like myself anymore.

Working is not what I expected it to be.
Its tiring.

So many things has happened.

But one thing for sure,
I am a changed person.
And Im not sure if Im entirely happy about it.

I'll update more. Soon.
You can stay tuned or not.
Hey, whatever tickles your fancy.