Regret

After numerous attempts to update this blog, I am finally typing.

I havent got much to say actually.

Its rather odd that now I am finally online and ready to blog, I dont really have anything to say.
But honestly, I really want to let go.

Sometimes, I wonder if Im doing the right thing now. I have alot of questions. And no answers.

How do I be a good manager?
How do I manage my staff? or in Friday's terms team members.

Do I have to be a NICK SPIJI in order to be a great manager?
Btw, nick spiji is the senior GM and he's a wonderful manager.
The only person I look up to in this company I work in.
Feh.

I dont know.
Sometimes I wonder if I have to be a person I am not to get things done.

I started working at a very early age of 17. MPH.
My manager Mr Ong, was a great manager. He wasnt exactly intimidating.
He wasnt really scary too.
He was nice. He was one of those people you'd go to if you have problems.
One of those people you'd respect.
One of those people who'd still mingle with staff or team members, and still be well respected.
I know I did.

And so, now that Im bearing the same title he did, I wanted to be something like him.
Failing miserable, if I may add.
I cant be him.
I am not even 22.
The people I have to manage are older.

How do you be a friend and still be well respected?
I try hard.
I feel being who I am isnt enough, at least thats what they make me feel.

My biggest regret?
Started my working career far too early. The only regret.