gatal+vain= this

I watched gay porn today..
Oh my..
It was...umm..Gross and disgusting really.
I mean,Im straight.
And seeing 2 gorgeous guys 'doing it' together,
is just plain weird and undescribably gross..
But it was fun watching it with Akila and Zara.
ehehhe..

There's nothing much to say really.
My day was normal.
Went to college.
Had lunch with Akila & bf,Zara,Ice and Haslina in PeeJay.
Took loads of piccies too.
Wish I could post some here but zara couldnt send it yet.
Went dinner in college.
Stuart's dinner to be exact.
Charlene was there too.
Im gonna miss her.
Dinner was ok.
Jason was our server.
eheh..
OHHH...
I saw Mr.Daniel..
eheheh..
He's hot.
Lets just hope he's not gay.

Had a weird conversation with zara when I was on my way to send her back.
The conversation reminded me of Joshua.
I know I shouldnt be thinking about him anymore,
but I couldnt help it.
He was very much apart of me.
I was really comfortable with him.
Comfortable talking to him.
Its going to be the hardest task looking for another guy.
No one can ever replace him.
But I'll take my chances.

I am still confused.
Im wondering and I still cant get the answers to my questions.

Im looking forward to friday.
I get to attend mr daniel's class..
eehhe..
I know I gatal.
I know Im vain.
Ive been told.
Nitey..