I had less food today. Yeay.
Still want that BDH 18 dude.

I dreamt of Joshua today. I havent talked to him in almost 4 months. And during this 4 months I realized that life goes on without him. Of course I think of him, just not as often as before. And when I do think of him, I feel more angry than love. Coz he wanted to be frens and now he's ignoring me. Frens dont ignore frens. And I hate him for doing that. I hope he's happy now. Coz I am too.