Une confession.

Words cant even describe what Im feeling right now.
Mixed feelings of everything.
Am I happy? Or am I sad?
I dont know really.
I really dont.

What do I want?
I dont know.

Some people say that Im a feminist.
I dont disagree nor agree.
Just neutral I guess.
My mom thinks Im aneroxic mentally.
Its true.
I am.
I cant eat.
If I do, I'd take those stupid pills.
The pills are my life.
Im addicted to it.
It has been a year.

I spent almost RM 300 for books.
Professional Cooking and Jamie's Kitchen!
RM 259 & RM 71.
Jamie Oliver est mon idole !

Je me sens comme pleurer demain pour aucune bonne raison.
(I feel like mourning tomorrow for no good reason.)
I should.
BAH!.