What in the bloody world is wrong with me?
Long hair, short hair.
Curly hair, straight hair.
Doesnt make any difference.
Im so sick of it.
So sick of it.
Im cursed I guess.
I bet you're laughing Hilly when you're reading this.
But this kind of thing puts me down.
How can I be confident if shitty things keeps happening to me?
I was naive I admit.
I was fooled by Josh's sweet words.
How can I not?

I guess my point is that I get lonely too.
Soo lonely at times.