Kegatalan.

I think it is weird how I am a combination of my siblings.When I look back,I realize that I have some of their qualities.Whether it's the good quality or bad is a whole different story.And I am also amazed how much I am like my dad.As much as I dont fancy him,he's still my dad.I realize that he's not the eye contact kind of man,which is so freaky coz I avoid eye contact too.I think eye contact is too intimate that its freaky.And I got the temper from him too.I should appreciate tho right?I hate him so much without realizing that I am somewhat like him,so that explains why I hate myself huh?I have so much hate in me that I find it rather hard to open up.That's how I lost Josh.ahah..

College starts tomorrow.And I have Kitchen practical first thing in the morning.How sucky is that?But it'll be pastry tho,so Im looking forward to it somehow.Doesnt change the fact that I would have to shower after kitchen coz I'll have other classes all lined up after that.

Brandon Flowers is so blardy hot that I can just bite him.Arr..He's so hot Im burning.

Patrick Swayze's really hot whenever he dances.He's sort of old and all but doesnt change the fact that he's hot.Talking about him makes me want to watch 'Dirty Dancing'.

I can watch the old version of 'Romeo and Juliet' over and over again.Its just so tragic and so fascinating,innit?

Taylor's here I come.Leng chai's wait for me...ahaha.