Assigments has taken its toll on me.I cant breathe.I cant think clearly.I cant do anything right anymore.I feel so helpless.Tomorrow,serving and my sequence suck.So help me god.
There are probably one hundred thousand a million guys out there and I only want one to move on.Just one.Please pretty please?Really dont think I can live like this anymore.Constantly thinking about him.Debating with my inner self whether he still feels the same about me.Whether he still cares.Well,he doesnt care anymore.I know I should move on.I just dont know how.
And there's college.A place that I always wanted to go.And now Im finally in college but doesnt matter anymore.I mean it does,education matters.Its just that I dont feel as satisfied as I thought I'd be.Im just content.There's gotta be more than this.
I have to improve my social skills.Thats why Im fairly anti-social huh?
This time around last year,was still working in MPH and had a blast.Was still with 'my one and my only'.Everything seemed perfect until 2005 came along.I knew this year wouldnt be half as good as 2004 and boy was I right.Im waiting to see what 2006 has install for me.Better than 2005,I hope.
My mom doesnt know me at all.Thats just sad.She asked me stuff and all that questions made me realize that she doesnt know me at all.Am I really that hard to read? Thats just sad.No wonder Im not half as happy.Gesshh..
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