Frenship

Ive never really understood loneliness. Ive never really given much thought as to what loneliness really meant.

If by having zero frens to talk and hang out with equals to being lonely, then I know exactly what it means now.

I dont want many frens. I just want a handful that I know will be around all the time. Not to say to always be available to me, but to just be available and not disappear.

I used to call this one person a good fren. Close to a bestfren. But she found some other clique better to hang out with. She'd rather spend all her available time with that new clique.

She only called me to ask if I had wanted a cat. She knew well how much I hated cats. 8 years worth of frenship came to an end. And we havent spoken since.

eye opener

Have you ever came across a sight that bring tears to your eyes? I have.
And now I realize that I should be grateful with what I have because there are people out there that are not half as fortunate as I am.
Yesterday, I was doing opening shift with my fellow filipino workers.
My ideal breakfast would be nasi lemak or roti canai or cereals ( not recently tho, the first 2 screams 1000 calories each!).
One of my filipino worker had breakfast after finishing whatever he was supposed to do.
I peeped and I saw him having white rice and perencah maggi mee. No fish. No chicken. No veges. Let alone beef.
How could one eat THAT? Just that?
And here I am, rejecting every food that comes my way.
And there he was, wishing he was entitled to my free meal so that he could send more money over to the phillipines and not having to worry about food anymore.
How could one not have tears when one came across such sight?