' All my bags are packed,

I'm ready to go....'

Hahaha..Not really..My bags arent packed yet. Its funny tho. Ive never really unpacked my bags after I came back from Club Med. I guess somehow I know, I'd go back. Someday. And that someday is this SUNDAY. Which is very sudden. Im happy and sad all at the same time.

Am I being selfish? I mean, my mom's sick and Im leaving her & the rest of my family for 2 months. Am I selfish?

I didnt know how to tell my parents that Im going back. It was a heavy burden. Now that they know, feels like the burden has been lifted off. A good good feeling.

The feeling thats haunting me - Guilt. Grr..

Geram. Lepas satu-satu.

4 more days to go..